Thursday, September 30, 2010

Thoughts on where I am as a runner...

This blog entry will discuss where I'm at regarding ultra running.  Both mentally & physically.  I'm going to take some time to sort out what is working and not working for me as well.  I have a lot of stuff in my head and need to get it out.

I'm looking forward to running Terri Hayes' FATS (Fork Area Trail System) 50K this weekend near North Augusta Georgia.  If I add up all of my ultra marathon races & organized fun runs this will be my 22nd ultra event since I began with Buncombe on May 3rd, 2009.   That's 22 in about seventeen months.  If you know me, I rarely push myself to run fast at these, but just set out to finish strong.  I will push myself to finish though!

By no means am I boasting when I talk about completing those 22 events.  I personally know lots of ultra runners who have ran a lot more races in a shorter period of time.  I'm only making a mental "bookmark" of my running for now, while briefly looking back at my couch potato life of 300+ lbs lying in front of the TV before 2009.  That's me pictured to the right with my sister in June 2009.  I was at 310 lbs.

By the way, how did I get here?  I was motivated while watching the 2008 women's summer Olympics marathon on the couch and decided to go for a run that evening.  I walked 100 yards and nearly passed out.  Ran a road half marathon, then full marathon, finished and thought I would like running on the trails better.  Googled trail running and found Christian Griffith's Chattooga 50K race report.   Then I met Race Director Terri Hayes and signed up for her 2009 Chattooga 50K event.  I was so anxious to run it that I decided to run her Buncombe 34 Mile Race one month before.  That was my first ultra.

My past three ultra events have seen me fall short of my goal for each of them.  First, The Foothills Trail Run in July 2010 was extremely hot and I did not finish it.  Next, I ran The Long Cane 50 mile race in Greenwood, SC and went off course which caused me to cut the mileage short for the day.  I did receive credit for a 40 mile official finish, but it was tough to stomach another mishap.  Finally, just last weekend I came up short on the Foothills Trail again making it 60 out of the 77 miles. 

I feel frustrated about coming up short three times.  I am a very analytical and obsessive person and that makes it even tougher to deal with not finishing.  On the other hand, these were very difficult and demanding events that required patience, strategy, thinking on the go, and endurance.  It always does me good to get "slapped down".  It humbles me, breaks me down, and then I can build myself back up stronger than before.

Today I'm feeling that it is vital for me to finish the FATS ultra this weekend.  There is no such thing as an easy 50K, but compared to many this one is on much more forgiving terrain.  I plan on showing up rested and ready to have a fun day running in the woods.  It will be nice to run without a watch again.

The weekend after FATS I'm excited to be running with my wife Beth.  It will be her first official race - The Spartanburg IRecycle Half Marathon!  I'm really looking forward to sharing this experience with her and she is going to do great because she has trained so hard for it.

The Pinhoti 100 mile trail run is then right around the corner in November.  I've never felt more prepared for a race than I am for this one.  My personal battles with the Foothills Trail over the summer have provided the perfect training ground and I'm glad that I had the chance to lay down the ground work for another 100 miler.

More than anything, I'm thankful to God for my health and the ability to get out on the trails and do this!  It's been tough not meeting my goals recently, but looking back at all of the beauty that I've seen & experienced makes me so content.  I'm very thankful for all of the incredible people that I've met and had the pleasure of spending time getting to know.

Ok, here is some stuff that I have learned this summer.
  1. I don't need salt caps (S!Caps) unless it is near 100 degrees or extremely hot & humid.  I get enough salt & electrolytes through the food I eat.
  2. That leads to another finding.  I have been drinking way too much water.  I can safely take in 30 ounces of water / hour in extreme heat.  20 oz. / hour if more ideal for me.   I noticed several problems that developed when I was drinking more than that over the summer.
  3. I DO need to eat a little something every 45-60 minutes during an ultra.  I will bonk after 2-3 hours with no food.
  4. My body handles distance much better by going slow & steady for the entire event.  When I try to run hard & stop and rest more I suffer.  As a matter of fact, I do better by not stopping unless I absolutely have to.
Photo courtesy of Psyche Wimberly - 2 Mile Above Whitewater Falls Foothills Trail





Monday, September 27, 2010

Foothills Trail (2nd) 77 Mile Run

My first attempt at the Foothills Trail was on 7/24/10 and I dropped out at Whitewater Falls which is around the 48 mile mark.  I entered this run very confident of a finish and thought that I had it figured out.  To make a long story short I dropped once again at Burrell’s Ford (mile 61) which was about 16 miles from the finish.  Severe chaffing and mental fatigue were the main contributors. 

The runners for this one were Denise Davis, Scott Hodukavich, Charles Raffensperger, Psyche Wimberly, and myself.  Byron Backer provided crew support for us and Denise’s husband Alan provided support for her.

Our plan for this run was to start from Table Rock State Park on Friday night (9/24/10) at 7:00 PM.  The strategy was to run the tough Table Rock & Laurel Valley sections of the trail while it was dark & cool and then face the remaining 29 miles in the daylight on Saturday.

The run started as planned at approximately 7:10 PM.  Denise took the lead heading up Pinnacle Mt. while the rest of us fell into a speed hike as the sun began to set.  We hit the overlook at Pinnacle in about 1:20 and were making great time.  A beautiful full moon appeared behind a mostly clear sky and we continued to speed hike/jog towards South Carolina’s highest point – Sassafras Mountain. 

We met up with Byron at the top of Sassafras and refilled our supplies.  After hanging out there for about 15 minutes we headed downhill to the Laurel Valley Parking area at mile 14.5.  Denise & Scott had gotten ahead through this section while Psyche, Charles, and I ran mostly together.  We saw several copperheads on the trail through that section.

My split for the first 14.5 miles was around 4:40 which was nearly one hour faster than the July run.  It was close to midnight as we met Byron again on HWY 178 at the Foothills Trail crossing.

We met back up with Scott here who was waiting on us and Denise had taken off into Laurel Valley just as we arrived.  This would be the last time we would see Denise during the run.   Byron had a great spread of food put out for us again along with ice cold drinks.  We all loaded lots of calories into our packs for the long 33 mile unsupported section through Laurel Valley.

The four of us stuck together closely through the Laurel Valley section until the very end after sunrise.  As midnight came and went the sharp & steep sections of the trail began to take their toll.  I hit a very low point around the 29 mile mark which may have been around 2:00 AM.  I began thinking about how far I had left to travel and the darkness was disheartening.   We pushed on & on as a group of four through the darkness making the best of the night with some jokes and ramblings.

Dawn began to break around 6:30 AM as we closed in on the Bear Camp creek section which was getting close to the halfway mark of the run.  All our spirits were lifted as we enjoyed a beautiful sunrise together on some nice downhill sections of the trail.  Scott got ahead on this section and we eventually made it to Hilliard Falls.  Psyche & Charles decided to take the short spur trail to the falls and I made the decision to keep pressing towards Whitewater Falls where Byron & aid were waiting for us.  Scott had decided to visit the falls as well so Psyche & Charles met up with him there.

I really enjoy the section from Hilliard Falls to Bad Creek.  There is some fantastic single track with some very gnarly climbs.  My legs were beginning to complain about moving for 15 hours at this point, but I was enjoying the cool fall morning listening to the forest come alive.

I hit another low mental point around Bad Creek as I knew the tough climb out of Whitewater was inevitable.  I kept reminding me that Byron was at the top with aid and I would reward myself with a nice break once I got there.  I took a lot of breaks through the next four miles.  I think it took me about three hours to cover the four miles.  I decided that I was going to drop at Whitewater and just could not stand the thought of going another 28+ miles to the finish from there.  Those negative thoughts made the climb out even worse.

The steep climb out of Whitewater was comical.  I was talking to myself and beginning to come unraveled.  Two families turned back on the trail when they saw me having conversations with myself.  I heard one lady say, “Honey, I think we need to go the other way….”  Then about 100 yards up the trail another lady said, “I’m tired and need to turn back”.  I must have looked like a wretch at that point.  I guess 48 miles and spending the night in Laurel Valley will do that to you.

I finally climbed my way up to the gravel parking lot on HWY 130 and was greeted by Byron and Alan.  Wow, was it ever great to see them.  Byron announced that I was looking good because I was still moving and I just sat down on the ground for a minute.  Just as I sat down Scott, Charles, and Psyche came up right behind me.  It was great to see them as well.

If it were not for the rest of the people around me here I would have dropped for sure.  I was in a terrible mental funk and just wanted to quit.  I was not injured and was not extremely tired, but just way down.  We spent about 30 minutes here and packed up heading towards mile 53 at Sloan Bridge.

I felt incredibly great climbing out of Whitewater Falls.  My spirits were lifted and I was so excited to be getting closer to the finish.  The toughest part of the trail was behind me and I felt secure in a finish. 

We reached Sloan Bridge around 5:30 PM which was about 22:30 into the run.  For some reason I developed sever chaffing through this section in my inner thighs.  Psyche let me have her Glide roll on to use and it helped for about 15 minutes, but after that the burning was horrible.  Every stepped left me grimacing in pain.  I tried to make adjustments to my shorts, but it just kept burning more & more.  I was determined to not let this stop me from finishing and kept pushing forward.

The 3.3 mile section from Sloan Bridge to Fish Hatchery was much more technical than I remembered it being from previous runs.  There were lots of roots and downed trees that made for tricky footing.  My inner thighs were burning so bad at this point I wanted to cry.  The sweat and salt on my shorts was rubbing back and forth as I moved.  I just couldn’t find a fix.  I put much, much more glide on, but it just wouldn’t help.  I even tried to rub it all off with my shirt and then re-apply, but again, it made it worse.  I noticed a little blood, but I just pretended not to see it.

I put my headphones on and tried to listen to music for the first time through this section.  I thought that it may take my mind off the situation at hand, but it made me very angry.  I have never had music make me mad like this did.  I think I was listening to some Phil Collins, but not sure.  Either way, I packed my MP3 player back up and kept moving.  The three of us reached the Fish Hatchery off HWY 107 around 6:45 PM which was about 23:50 hours into the run.  We were about to face our second night on the trail.

We put our lights on at Fish Hatcher and turned them on about 2 miles down the trail as we headed towards Burrell’s Ford.  I lost my mind through this section.  The chaffing was about to bring me to tears and facing a 2nd nightfall was demoralizing.  The three of us stumbled slowly downhill towards Burrell’s Ford.  We tried to keep talking some, but we all had a hard time making conversation.    I knew that we only had about 16 miles to go after Burrell’s Ford and that I just needed to get there and get things fixed.

We finally rolled into Burrell’s Ford around 8:15 (25 Hours Into the run) to find Byron patiently waiting for us once again with a truck full of aid waiting at our disposal.  I was having a hard time forming sentences and felt wildly delirious.   I ate some excellent hot chicken noodle soup and a few sandwiches in hopes of getting another lift up.  I knew that I needed to treat that chafe as well.  When I reached down to take a look at it there was a bloody mess there.  That pain on top of knowing that eight more hours of running waited ahead for me to finish the trail made me decide to drop out of the run.  I told the group that I was finished and Charles also said that he was dropping as well.  I had noticed him breathing strange and he was complaining of other complications. 

Byron was ready to run with Psyche and the two of them geared up and headed off into the night down the technical Chattooga river.  As I stood there watching the two of them head back into the woods a flood of emotions came over me.  I was so glad to be finished, but deeply heartbroken to not be finishing the trail.  Either way, I stood by my decision.

I remember praying for Byron & Psyche’s safety as they heading down the Chattooga in the darkness.  I knew Byron was fresh and that he would take care of her out there, but I knew how she was feeling when she left.

My car was parked with aid in it at Burrell’s Ford so I drove it back to Oconee and followed Charles who drove Byron’s truck.  We left his truck at their final road crossing – Cheeohee Rd. – and Charles rode back to Oconee with me.

We got showered and ate back at Oconee where we had setup camp earlier on Friday afternoon and I collapsed in the tent. 

Here is how the run turned out for the group:

Denise Davis – 1st Female to ultra run the Foothills Trail and she finished on her first attempt in 26:58

Scott Hodukavich – Finished on his 1st attempt 30:37

Psyche Wimberly – Finished on her 2nd attempt 31:48

Charles Raffensperger – Dropped at Burrell’s Ford Mile 59.8

Jason Sullivan – Dropped at Burrell’s Ford Mile 59.8

I would like to say a special thanks to Byron Backer for helping us with this run.  He provided excellent aid to us at every possible intersection and even spent some time running on the trails with us.  Not to mention, finishing the 16+ miles with Psyche through the night.  Thank you again Byron!

I’m looking at another run on the trail in the Spring of 2011.  I’m planning on taking the hard lessons I’ve learned and using them to my advantage for a finish next time.  I’m deeply disappointed in not finishing, but I at least feel good about making it farther than I did last time.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Long Cane 50 Miler – Left Turn led me right…

For this report we are going to do pictures first.  But before that, here is the short version of my race.  My mom drove down with me to cook burgers at the finish early Sunday morning and everything “pre-race” went smooth.  I was having the best ultra race of my short career when suddenly around mile 25 I went off course and took a wrong left turn.  After running several miles in the wrong direction and not being sure of where I was - I decided to just keep running and enjoy the beautiful day.  I’m estimating that I ran about 44 miles in 10:00 hours and felt great afterwards.

Now for some photos….

The beautiful lake at Long Cane…Picture 006

Scott and I at the start – Tracie is in green to the left… 
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My mom and another volunteer at the final aid station…
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A couple who just completed their first ultra & did it together!
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Me at the finish…
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From Left to Right: Dan, Terri, Jason at the finish…
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Like I said before, I was having a great run.  Very relaxed and feeling great and then I took a wrong turn.  I was about 100 yards behind Tracie and she took the wrong turn to the left.  I just blindly followed her which was STUPID!  I’m amazed at the amount of stupid things I do during an ultra.  I put a lot of thought into the layout of this race and felt confident about being able to follow it through the day.  Terri (Race Director) did a great job of marking the course.  I made the mistake so I had to live with it.

As stated earlier I made several small runs around the park looking for the correct turn because I realized that I was off course after about 4 miles from the wrong left turn.  I felt myself getting frustrated and really upset so I decided to lay down on the trail and just relax for a minute.  I laid down on some soft pine needles under the trees and looked up at the deep blue clear sky.  The wind was blowing and the breeze felt heavenly.  I just laid there relaxed for a minute and laughed at my mistake.  At that point I decided to keep running around the perimeter of the park until dark and just make the best of the situation.

I went through three more aid stations and they all greeted me with cheers that I was in the lead!  I hated to bust their bubbles (and mine), but I was far, far away from the lead.  I told each aid station volunteer that I was off course and just out for a run at this point.  They just laughed with me and encouraged me to keep going.  One guy was trying to figure out how I could back track and make up the mileage, but we couldn’t figure out where I had been up to the current point.

I didn’t see anymore runners for the final three hours of the run and I enjoyed the solitude.   After nine hours my legs were beginning to complain about the 80 miles that I had put on them this week.  It was bitter-sweet to run the final mile into the finish.  I would have much rather covered the entire course, but I’m proud of myself for making the best of the situation.

I love the pain & torture that comes from hours of running.  It keeps me humble and reminds me of where I belong and how I should behave.  Ultra running makes the simple pleasures in life such as clean water and soft chairs a supreme luxury.  I’m the most blessed man in the world after a long run when someone hands me a plate of hot food and a cold cup of tea.

I didn’t run the race correctly and I screwed up, but I got exactly what I needed at Long Cane.  Thanks again to Terri Hayes, my mom, and the many other volunteers who worked so hard to make us feel like kings & queens.